And On We Blindly Stumble! 3.4

I should be doing a whole crap load of stuff today, but I dont feel like it, slumming it at the computer lab, it has become my second home, even have my preferred computer in the corner. Its nice and cold today, I went without a jacket and it was not cold at all, the wind made it a little chilly but it only lasted for a while, nice and cold and cloudy out there.

Did my taxes finally today, Waiting to see when it will get filed, went with H&R Block online and got it all done, I want my refund now! I need money, I need pocket leuttice, but then again I dont want it because I will spend it all, watch the eagle fly and all that. But it will be nice to have money. I wil treat all my friends out to dinner when I get it, most of my friends anyways.

Trying to figure out how to get home for Spring Break, I wish I could go somewhere for that, but I need to plan it all out, I would like to go to Colorado, possibly Denver, but I dont know how to do it or plan it, or even who I would like to take with me, if anybody. As for getting home I am thinking about takng a bus at least to Albuquerque then letting someone pick me up, might get a chance to do some shopping before heading home, or possibly the train, but from the schedule it looks like I have to take a bus to Alb then the train! What a GYP!

Didnt have night shift last night, my coworker called in sick and I didnt want to go out there all alone at night, tonight I hope I get to do something, I already have to work Friday to make up for all my hours.

Its finally getting cooler, today was a nice, cold, grey, overcast day.

And if the weather dude is correct it shoudh be getting cooler, aint that cool. I know you are are tired of me biatching about the weather, but I am not used to it, spending most of my life in the Colorado Plateau in the mountains you tend to get used to the cooler temperatures, I have been down here for three years and I have not gotten used to the weather, especially the summer times, thank goodness for refridgerated air. The only good thing about being down here with hot weather is the college girls dress next to nothing here, yowza!

Today was something, this afternoon I was supposed to be roving and such and I decided to stay close to the office so I visit the lots and streets near there and as I call in to inquire about a vehicle in a meter space, I notice there is no one answering, I hate this more than anything, I got upset because it happened that morning and I was more worried that I would be 10-18 (Officer needs immediate assistance) and they would have no idea. So I decide to leave it and half an hour later I try again, nothing, so I decide to walk the short distance to see if its them or if my radio is 10-7 (Out of service). I get to the parking lot and there is my boss about to head out with some other aides ready to look for me, asking me where I was and they though I was lying in a gutter somewhere bleeding, or worse.
I tell them I was trying to get a hold of them too, so I get another radio and test before I go farther, no problem. Not very interesting but it was different for the day.

I am having second thoughts about coming home, you know besides the walking and the weather and the money, I actually have it good, I called my grandfather and he informs me it will be hard to find a job back home and with all the training I have under my belt it will be hard to find a job, not to mention finding a place down there. But I think I will need to go back, even if its going to be tough. I was told I could have a better chance "growing up on my own far from home than under the yoke of my mother and family". Granted I have changed a lot here while on my own, but I have to take into consideration my future, do I want to continue working towards nothing, just earning a paycheck and living life as so indefinetly? Or go home work a little and go back to school to improve myself in the long run? I have a idea though, I will come back for spring break and look for a place and possibly a job, if I cant find a place while I am down there I will stay here for another month and work out another way to head back down for a week. I really like my job, my cool but dramatic coworkers, and my freedom (I mean, who wants to live with their family or parents after all this!), but I guess I have to think about what is good for me in the long run, then again I can go back to school here, but I dont know.