And On We Blindly Stumble! 3.4

I got the job officially so I start Monday, finally.

Has anybody ever been walking somewhere and out of a crowd there is this one person or face that gives you dejavu or a feeling you know that person? I had something similar to that yesterday when I walked through the science hall yesterday, I was walking down the hall when this girl comes out of the CS office and goes past me, for possibly 5 seconds our eyes met and when she walked past me I was thinking 'hmm she looks familiar, why she looking at me funny?' 10 feet later My feet stop and I turn around, nothing, nobody, I walked back to the office, no one was in there and walked around the hall way, no one. Suspicious, I walked out of there and went on my way.

And it was not the first time it happened, three years ago when I was waiting for my Math class to start I was sitting on a bench reading in the hall way at the branch, a female walks into the building and stops infront of me, she says "dont be late for class" I look up, nod and say something along the lines of 'Nah im early' "oh ok" she says and walks out the same door. I think nothing about it for about 7 seconds and go on with my reading, my mind informs me 'she looks like so-and-so' so I go out the door and there is no one out there, apart from several people in the building, its about 6PM so everyone is gone. I see my old roommate and ask him if he say anyone leave the building, not one person. I ponder it for the whole evening and end up concluding it was a figment of my imagination and stress/fatigue/caffene deprivation.

I have been getting these wierd messages from people on my cell, plus calls and hang ups in the evening. I tranced these calls to at least two PCS numbers with different prefixes from Albuquerque and one is a land line number from Gallup, now I dont hand out my number to anybody (Only a handful of people, excluding family, know my cell #) I know two people from Abq, one has a different # and another doesnt have my #. I hate it when people dont leave messages and tell me I hang up on them or dont call them. But I dont let it get to me. My old house phone number got a lot of calls for a 'bob', that is until I got it changed.

A tooth is starting to bother me, I guess I chipped it or something and I get this dull pain and when I try to sleep the pain spreads to my ear and jaw. I wonder who the farktard thought it was a good ider to put nerves in teeth. I guess I have to get it extracted when I head home. No biggie, it seems to be one that never really fell out when it was supposed to, all I can do now is brush after eating or drinking, swishing salt water over the tooth and alternating between ibuprophen and acetamenophen, which works too.

just started reading Angry Zen Master today, pretty funny. I love Darth "Biach, I said tear this ship apart until you've found those plans "Vader and Tora Tora Motherfu*ker (I am going to start using this once I start playing Guild Wars online again). The penguin is fricking awesome. Im noticing a trend in penguins in web comics. Be they Ted, Snow Rat or DJ Penguin.

Yesterday I recieved my Fuel Rebate check (much to my surprise) from the Gov Richardson and the State of New Mexico and I ran errands today, minly to pay off debts and also my electric bill, so when it gets cold I dont have to sleep with three blankets and two jackets... again. Nowadays I can spend very little on myself while the bulk of it flies towards utilities or crap.

No call from the Traffic Dept yet, I am getting nervous again about my employment status. Hopefully I can start working before this week is out.

Anyho I am on the bus and this asian lady, I think she was korean, sits in the seat in front of me and starts talking in korean to me, I am just sitting there staring at her with this 'what are you saying??' puzzled look. She notices and talks in english, saying she thought I was someone she knew, it was confirmed after I told her I was a native and not from around here. But we still made small talk, where we were from, what we spoke stuff like that, she gets off the bus and I say bye. There was also some pretty chatty and overall cheerful people on the bus today, including a little girl who said hello and good bye to people when they got on or off the bus. Its times like these when I enjoy riding the bus.

I seem to have one of those faces, when I am at work I will have strangers come up to me and ask if I went to school at Mayfield or Onate here in Cruces, they get surprised when I tell them I am not from around here but they insist I am the person they think I am, this happened at least a dozen times with customers and at least twice with other employees and even the hiring manager, he though I was Zuni. My brother and I used to have people come up to us asking if we were twins (WE ARE NOT) or mistaking him for me, we saw absolutely no resemblance, although I was tempted to test it, but I never got around to it, I wonder if it still happens to my brother back home.

As I said before I got the job at the Parking office, Tuesday last week I went in to fill out some paperwork, the usual stuff. Then I had to get my fingerprints taken for the record, two sets, one for the state, the other for the FBI. Then I had to wait and see when they come back and if its clear. So today I am still waiting for confirmation, nothing yet so far.

Besides that nothing else to report, other than minor things that is all the interesting things I have for today.

There is something important about today. I am not sure what. Oh well.